tell me why
you're so hard to forget
don't remind me i'm not over it,
tell me why, i can't seem to face the truth
i'm just a little too not over you.
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Shake it off, let it go
didn't think it'd be this hard
Saturday, February 27, 2010
rants.

i wished i studied harder for psle.
i wished scored higher for psle.
i wished i didnt enter nchs.

i loved the fact i entered 1eternity.
i love my friends.
genesis, chloe, phuay kia, belinda, brandon, tiffany, weiting...
i love the unity.
i love the cheer.
i loved the life then.

i wish i didnt bond with you.
i wish i didnt chat with you online.
i wish i hadnt accompanied you.
i wish i hadnt liked you.

i love the time we spend together.
i love the conversations we have.
i love the fun we had.
i love everything about the friendship.

i wished i hadnt gone camp.
i wished i wasnt that out going and daring.
i wished i hadnt ask you.
i wished i hadnt taken a liking to you.

i love camp.
i love the instructors.
i love jessica.
i love the activities there.
i love the slow pace.
i love everything about that place.
i love the simple life then.

i wished i took bio or triple science.
i wished i joined my friends.
i wished i insisted.
i wished i hadnt came into 3f.

i love 3f.
i love the cheer.
i love the fun and laughter.
i love the nonsense.
i love the friends i just made.
siewpeng joey claire jeri wanying chester si xuan ocean dominic shijie cheryl xinying liz nicole yimin..

i wish i hadnt made certain friends.
i wish i didnt get into the situation.
i wish i am oblivious.
i wish i was a loner.
i wish i hadnt stayed back.
i wish i obeyed the rules.

i wish time could just rewind.

Saturday, February 20, 2010
加油

horoscope.
Spontaneous.
High appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships.
So much love to give.
A loner most of the time.
Loses patience easily and will not take crap.
If in a bad mood stay far away.
Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.
Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness.
Has many fears but will not show it.
Very private person.
Defends loved ones with all their abilities.
Can be childish often.
Not one to mess with.
Very pretty.
Very romantic.
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Amazing in bed!
Not the kind of person you want to mess with - you might end up crying.

bold - so me.

i wanna change to lj.
i think it has the privacy i need.
see first.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010
deep inside - someone not me.

When I smile, deep inside I want to frown
when I laugh, deep inside I want to cry
when you look into my eyes
You think every thing is alright
But deep inside
I want to die
maybe one day
I won’t feel like this
till then I’ll be happy on the outside
and crying on the inside

Sunday, January 31, 2010
huh is a class in nan chiau!

camp over.
i miss jessica loads.
i wanna go back.
thinking of becoming group instructor after olvl.
i think can?
hope dad allows.
really really miss jessica.
nono. not lesboo.
just xiang nian you know.
gahhh.
so many peeps cry.
me included.
i miss camelot alot.
..
try my best.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010
camppp

whoooooo. camp is tmr!
YAY.
SHALL PACK.
HAHA.

Friday, January 15, 2010
:)

hey all.
hadnt been here for quite some time yea?
:)
sorry luhh.
hmwk yea?

olvl results came out on monday.
10.9
WTH
atom!
!@#$%^&*()
gahhh.

anyways, me jade phuaykia yixin chengyun yesterday went compass together.
saw huaan on the way.
talked for like 45 min?!
had to go tuition straight.
what we talked about is STRICTLY CONFIDENTIAL.
HAHA.
huaan an say cannot tell.
boo for you. yay for us.
LOL

had been thinking about what he said.
it can really make a difference. .
gah.
yep
i have been thinking of letting the laptop rust.
:)
kay. . not totally. but during weekdays at least.
i really dont want to waste time anymore.
gonna come up with a plan soon.
it's good to have some advice to set things straight.

oh well.
gonna try learn you belong with me on the piano.
current mood.
this song depicts it all.

Sunday, January 3, 2010
personal hmwk list.

this is my personal hmwk list.
SHOOOOOO AWAY.

[x] 2 bao zhang bao dao
[x] zha ji
[x] math paper thingy (sort of done)
[x] 2 compre
[x] 5 reflection
[x] movie review

i cant print that bastardly ncelz hmwk anyway.
!@£$%^&*
not doing.
hmph.
maybe doing.
LOL
paiseh. i did it in the end. HAHA

watch this yea.
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